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I FILMMAGIC/GETTY IMAGES Enter Q&A HUFFINGTON 08.26.12 N WHY HAVE KIDS? A New Mom Explores the Truth About Parenting and Happiness, feminist author Jessica Valenti poses a question that few people actually wrestle with before taking the plunge into parenthood. She spoke with Huffington about the apolitical mommy blogosphere, why motherhood shouldn’t be considered a job and why it’s ridiculous to expect children to bring us joy. - Lori Leibovich Why did you write this book? When I signed on to do the book, I was six months pregnant. It was going to be a feminist polemic about how to be the best feminist mother. I had grand ideas about attachment parenting and breastfeeding and the over-medicalization of birth. Then I got preeclampsia in my 28th week. I went in for a normal doctor’s visit—they took my blood pressure and sent me to the hospital. Within days my liver started to fail. I got an emergency C-section and then my daughter was in the NICU for several months. I had an extremely medicalized birth, a far cry from what I had wanted. What I thought were feminist ideals about bonding with your kid became impossible for me to obtain. So the book turned out to be about that disconnect where the reality doesn’t meet the ideal and the misery it’s causing parents. In your case, that disconnect was particularly acute because of the trauma surrounding your daughter’s birth. But you talk about how women who have “normal” births often feel the same way. Other people described the disconnect about not loving breast- Valenti with Ann F. Lewis and Marissa Mayer at an Elle panel discussion in New York.