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where the only thing that remains of a person's mistake is the ashes
of sanity. Once the evil inclination affects our logica l
considerations, it permeates the process of appropriate reaction to
situations. This weakness in the human personality is referred to
as an inferiority complex. Most people experience discomfit in a
realm in which there is no definition of reality , they identify wit h
"what everybody does, that which nobody does, and rarely engage
their thinking process in decision making. Because of our
connection to our perceptual senses, we define space and time and
measure our every action in th is mirror of "how others see us."
Society de mands of identification that will place us in the real m
of our supposed security (authoritarian scrutiny). Nothing and
nowhere, I AM my G-d given right, no-thing, no-where. One for
all (selfless) soul essence, however, is imperceptible, and eternal.
The nervous syste m in its entirety is an organi zation o f
electromagnetic vibes acquired (progra mmed into our character
through repetition and me morization ) mostly through co mpulsory
education and some extracurricular study. The sensory perceptio n
the fashions itself into our minds becomes real whither it has
occurred, is recalled, or experienced as a drea m. We are
conditioned to desire, to consume, pay taxes to facilitate
murderous expeditions, abuse and lay waste to precious resources
as if the pursuit of pleasure is our raison d'être. The All for one
(selfishness) pre mise acquires the vibes of such conduct that ma y
be described as "live for the mo ment, for tomorrow we die"
conceptualization, which ignores the past and precludes the future.
We apply the virtue of insanity to the way we relate to events,
guzzling stimulation. Princely dukes and duchesses, I AM
presently looking in the expanse of a roaring throat th at leads to
the sto mach of a tiger, feeding on time; a nd I hear his sto mac h
growling.
The darkness surrounds me as I try to imagine the conscionable
stupidity of abuses I heaped upon elements of creation. Pangs o f
conscience ravage my eyes at the thought of Vietnamese children
being pummeled by napalm bombs as seventy-six tro mbones hit
the big parade. Throbbing pangs of conscience from Im2/Ur1
abuses upon the ladies I had exploited have beco me a prison of my
undoing, harm that cannot be repaired. Repentance, then, would
be something like an atte mpt to Defuse Abusive Circuits in the
me mory. This is an intrinsic provision of the conflict resolutio n
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