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the authorities who fight crime; it is inconceivable that toxic drugs
are being distributed unless sanctioned by the worthiness of suc h
pursuits to those that want masses doped into inaction against
societal abuses.
Without elaboration, let's say that the owner of the coffee shop
in the bus station informed the police that there's a man lingering,
who he suspects of being a suicide bomber. Maybe he's a hit m an
who's there to target (anti-gravitate) somebody who he expects to
board the next public transport vehicle into outer space. The police
must react, and if not immediately, certainly, within two hours.
You'd think they could have sent a street enforce ment law-patro l
who would courteously ask, "What’s the deal, bub? Got business
here or gotta be rolling, you know ; laws against lingering." In the
digital age, these conversations have to be progra mmed , no menta l
exertion; the use of phraseology has us pushing buttons on the
telephony devises in order to hear replies to our enquiries .
I was sitting quite near to the curb so, any car could have jus t
driven by and have a good look at me, which would probably bee n
the first phase of a police investigation. If I w as a terrorist
operative they would prefer to not ruffle my feathers, and so would
make clandestine efforts to find out what was my purpose, being
in that place for so long a time. Maybe the hot -dog lady was a n
undercover detective, and here the distinctio n between creativit y
and schizophrenia is the most blurred. The second phase was to
determine to what my glances were sensitized, what was it that I
had on my mind to do. You know, shooting film from long distance
lens and running the scan through the crime lab. An attractive
humwomben (fe male) drove by to determine if I will try to pick
her up (not my cousin, no interest). That charade lasted a matter
of seconds; hairstyle and attire switches and then the parade went
on with many atte mpts to intrude upon m y consciousness in orde r
to establish the facts.
Psychiatrists would call this mental disturbance but labels
should not bother an author of psychotic treatises on the dile mma
of un-identification within a discombobulated personality.
Furthermore, it might require a person in that state of being to be
able to classify the perceptions I AM recounting here. The se are
the pangs of wondering if anybody will consider my descriptions
as true to life, as so often said; "nobody will believe you," and that
is what makes the task of writing about the m worth achieving. This
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