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perhaps I was the Israeli assassin from Dubai being reported in the
news. Even when I got back to Israel, people asked me if that's
where I was.
While mo ments condensed into a quarter and halves of hours,
the shop owner gets jittery, obviously, at my remaining seated at
his table. His intolerance digressed into stress. Thus seated, not
stirring two hours I deigned only to look up, hither and then to see
whether my cousin had arrived. As I sat drinking coffee in a bus
station, a college-age young lady took a seat at a nearby table,
face-to-face where I was sitting, and ingeste d her crummy
frankfurter snack. I initiated the conversation by jokingly thanking
her for being the only student in my lecture to celebrate my first
appearance in her city. She was willingly conscripted into
academic pursuit as a way to pass time until her bus arrived.
I explained parts of my theory of creation; that being that our
world has a purpose designed by Incomprehensible forces that
never could be known, for reason that the infinite is beyond
comprehension of a mind that sees reality for its tangi ble
dimensions. Events about to unfold enter the realm of unbelievable
even for the accuracy of description s concerning the same. As to
my thoughts on what schizophrenia really is, social consciousness
defines a paranoid as being afraid that somebody disli kes him or
her so much that he or she would have you remove yourself to
somewhere other than where you happen to be. Perhaps
envisioning events that take place around you; that you can not
incorporate with intellectual precision. We may have viewed
horrific things can't be believed that they really happened, ergo,
delusions. Such experiences include all kinds of sensations;
visual, auditory and etcetera that cause paranoia or rational fear
of someone failing to comply with demands placed on the m.
Authoritative society exploits these weaknesses, for instance
frightening children with the distant sounds of a dog barking.
Certain messages are intentionally communicated on the
subliminal level to frighten away those elements presumed
"predator," whether the thre at to the established order is real o r
fantasized. Terror is the number one marketable sales motivator in
the modern world, and it goes without saying, as concerns
militaristic commodities. I had not intended a radica l
conflagration of societal standards, but having done it once I think
its great street drama. The streets are under such tight control b y
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