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are subjected to totalitarian fascism imposed by the threat o f
bloodshed and imprisonment. Yes, I know from utilization and
invective institutionalization of apparatus utilized against the
citizens of such societies; the result of which man, most o f
humanity is on the run. Who should ever make an assertion o f
individuality, are labeled schizophrenic. Thereafter, to seek
nothingness I have to go through a fissure into shells of cellular,
atomic, and che mical co mponents of zero gravity. A collectio n
of molecular units that beco me a community, defined within a
space on a mission that bears witness to the creation o f
something from nothing, as descriptive of Ex nihilo.
The issue I want to raise might hold excite ment for so me
readers because suffering fro m depression; that's only as far as
when I have no way to do something about that, which bothers
me. Many things assure my survival as I perform the scheduled
robotic tasks in the functionality th at won't overdo neglect o f
my values. The funniest thing about a jokester is how deeply his
sadness runs; so much that it would hurt someone to perceive it
upon his countenance. Ipso facto class clown, Mr. Happiness,
and I've utilized the art of humorous c ommunicative tendencies
to pass along messages of intrinsic worth. Secret code and
sometimes by means of Extra Sensory Perception. Seriously, I
could never garner interest in having them attended to b y
anyone.
A different aspect of the depressive characte r allows one to
rationalize his anti-social conduct; neither side of the argument
offers testimony to his loneliness, still faced with the dile mma
of preparing him or herself for battle, devising a strategy fo r
defense. A very deleteriousness pervades over the depressed
spirit in that he confronts a conflict in his or her value syste m –
to keep a distance fro m the very thing that defines his humanity,
that being interaction with his fellow. The only escape from this
war zone is the bastion of inner strengths and talents that a
person cultivates during his or her lifetime , Inward Expansio n
Uniquely. In my secure dwellings entirely alone, I dispense the
minimum a mount of energy needed to achieve my every goal ,
also as to verbal co mmunication.
These people are afflicted if only by self-abuse; such as
raising the volume or incidence of self-debasing thoughts. Whe n
a person concludes he or she is paranoid, they'll often seclude
themselves into cold and dark pits that supposedly drown us in
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