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B"H self-debase ment, the conduct scorned as anti-social at the lowest moral rung of civilization. For instance, bestiality, the sexist abuses of children (detested by even imprisoned criminals), o r matricide (until the invention of euthanasia ). Beautiful people are rare because the conduct of human city beings reduces our worth in our own eyes and leaves nothing to be valued, and anyway the building industry is to be credited for the infrastructure. Socialization has transformed us into employees who raise our families; parents become burdenso me whe n their utility ceases to be viable. Nobody owes something to anybod y and rampant human deprecation has placed each of us on notice that we are imminently disposable. Beauty ignites a sensation of pleasure that brings a smile to one's face and positive palpitations to our hearts. A smile is the most valued treasure in the world and the more you give of your own its worth increases. The is no better feeling in old age tha n the me mory of a shared smile, so be free with yours; it's one thing that no one but you has authority over, give your face a chance to smile everyday an let happiness abound. An example fro m an elderly man whose imagination can be incited to arousal when a toddler female notices his kindly appearance and indicates by eye contact she would willingly sit on his lap. While sitting there making nonsensical gesticulations with his silky skinned fingers, he laughs as she smiles and does a facial expression to assert that communication has bee n established. Leaving the doctor's office, he encounters three teenage maidens who run to his assistance as he drops his brie f case and the papers go flying in ev ery which direction. Despite the prognosis of arthritis, those silky wily eyes got to view or skinned fingers somehow touch the softest feel their bodies could sensually yield to his inner excitement. Yes, where occurrences such as these are sources of pleasure to the mentality of old men: in their adult counterparts raise the specter of the most heinous of sins against the toddler girls. Me n with this personality disorder can't deal with these inclinations , which probably exist in the majority of adult males . If there is anything typical of this author it is to subject an area of thought to analytic dialogue before letting the reader form his opinion , so let's do it. It must first be clarified that sensual pleasure has a wide scope of ra mifications, not necessarily sexual encounter or other behaviors leading to orgasm, whether that be possible 246