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Did the forces that prevailed over my thinking originate in my
psyche, or were there events surroundin g me that had an origin in
a spiritual plane that hovered above and protected me from my
own worst ene my? The author has provided first hand witness o f
a series of events that led to a conclusion that I had to return to
Israel, as if my life were dependent on it. Would a less dramatic
influence have convinced me ? Probably not, and that's because the
fantasy that played out in my mind was more powerful than my
intellectual prowess seized the opportunity to co mbat. So methin g
happened on a universal plane to impel the decision into my
awareness sensitivity consciousness, upon which I acted. This
universal influence accords exactly with the tenets of my faith,
and we may thus conclude it was not an opiate but a lifesaving
potion.
The cultural differences between various sectors of history are
quickly distinguished in the film media . Compare today's
aggressive
behaviors
(pro miscuous,
vampiris m,
murder,
bloodshed), and the screen scenes played in the movie theatre; say
fifty, a hundred years past. T he old films portrayed long scenes of
the adults and children in their day-to-day circumstances; the
master of cine ma, Fritz Lang, and thespians of dramatic arts
dra matized their characters in the finest detail. The slightest
twitch could cause a flood of emotions in the viewer, and all that's
true because human existence was treasured. A glance at the micro
review of that dra ma of existence called me; I adapted the three
na me identifications (Mickey, Marshall, Moshe) to the youthful,
adolescent, and elderly adult, which exactly I AM, because I was
will be. So me of my most lofty philosophical aspirations were
committed to memory while under the influence of LSD, in the
years when Marshall sought self-degradation in the fleshpot o f
lust, at which time beca me imbedded in my personality a loyalist
allegiance to a power struggle against capitalist democracy . Yeah,
to wit I AM.
Moshe is the old man that nobody cares enough about to pa y
attention to my thoughts, and nonetheless, servant to the ideal o f
making clear choices to pursue liberty that enhances the
wholesome pleasure of living life to its fullest . I paint, pot
ceramics, garden, write, and develop my interrelationships wit h
family and those of my associates who m relate to me; especiall y
consistent to give of myself. To give is an investment of pleasant
me mories during one's old age, whereas taking is destined to a n
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