His Heart Scribe Inspirations Devotional Magazine November-December November - December 2014 | Page 28

“I’m sorry, for all that you have endured and will have to endure.
But, you know that if there were
another way, we would have taken
it together. I love you.” I was
stunned. I remember being on the
phone with my then prayer partner.

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“Praise and worship GOD for handling it.” It is HIS job to be the orchestrator, Savior, everything, Redeemer, etc. … not ours. BUT, it is
our job to agree, and have FAITH
that HE will NOT fail and that HE

This season is a strange one. It’s
like a dream. Some days, it is like a
bad dream, other days it is Heavenly. No one but God understands
completely. But some do understand at least partly. Grateful
for those who faithfully pray HIS
will for us and others. GOD alone
has the victory, even in DEATH.
I look at our life now, and I see the
things that have been endured
since then. Now, having no official
children with us, and giving up our
home, and many friends, the perspective has changed. Even then, I
laid down everything before God.
But now, I lay down everything
past, present and future, and even
things for others if led. See, I had
to die. I die daily. As our daughter
began to die to self, she began
connecting more to Heaven. When
we do this, we run a slight risk. We
might get called home. But, isn’t
that worth the risk?

has a plan, beyond how it appears.
Without ALL that was endured, the
HARVEST could not come. I heard
that VERY clearly today. In 2011 I
heard the Heavenly Father speak.
For some reason, it was always
easiest to connect to HIM. He apologized to me. I was in shock. I
looked at my life, and it was pretty
great. I had 3 amazing children and
a wonderful God fearing husband.
Sure, there were things I would
have changed. But, all in all I enjoyed our life. When I heard this,

In His Grace and Glory,
E and family!

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