His Heart Scribe Inspirations Devotional Magazine January 2014 January Issue 2014 | Page 8

Our cover guest this month lived this. She didn’t have to research, interview, or read about what “meth” better known as “Methamphetamine” will do to a person’s life as they ‘knew’ it before the drug was used. “I remember the smell so distinctly in that house ... the smell of piss and dog and cat feces. It was horrific ... the heat only intensified the smell. A house that wasn’t even mine, although I called it mine ... only because I had been living in it for over a year ... existing there. I had chosen the front room because it was the room I had picked out for Stefen ... when he came home ... home ... ha. ‘what the hell?’ The agony in the pit of my stomach as I lay on the mattresses we had put on top of my car one night ... we found them by a dumpster ... the agony was the worst pain I’d felt in my entire life. Curled up in fetal position I’d cry hysterically begging GOD to let me die.” Shanna Echols-White was one of the fortunate ones who was completely delivered, set free and healed from this horrible addiction. However, not before as she says so humbly, “It cost me my house, car job and my kids. I walked away April 29th 2007. 2 weeks to the day ... I felt the hand of God touch my body and the devil leave. I was instantly healed of my addiction ... set free!” “Screaming as tears flooded my face ... please ... just let me die ... I could not take another day, hour or second without my kids ... time after time these were my days ... the life I had created ... the life I felt I deserved ... I knew I was going to die in that house ... maggots filled the feces filled toilet ... there was no running water ... dear GOD please ... let me die— I LIVED ... AMEN!” This month with the guidance from the Holy Spirit we are changing our interview protocol . I have had the pleasure and the blessing of speaking with Miss (Continued on page 9) 8