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and Deliverance, I realized that God might not be through with me but I really didn’t see how I was going to carry on with the ministry. Then with a year left to finish my course I began to write the story of my failed marriage. This was to heal the pain I felt on the inside but when the story was finished, I had two options before me. I could hand it over to an established magazine or I could begin a magazine of my own. I chose the latter and that led to the birth of DOZ Magazine. For close to a year DOZ Magazine made an impact but I shut down the operations at the end of 2009 because of numerous challenges at the time which overwhelmed me. I thought DOZ was over but when people continued to ask for it year after year, I began to think that perhaps I should pick it up again. But when God specifically spoke to me about it, I obeyed and the DOZ True Story Magazine has returned as a novel series named DOZ Chronicles with four titles currently published and sold on Amazon. And in September 2016, DOZ Regular Magazine returned as a digital magazine. Today I understand that DOZ is my ministry. Looking back now I can see exactly what God did and how He gave me victory. When my marriage failed I thought my ministry was over, I could no longer hold Bible study and prayer meetings as I had done in the past, I could no longer speak in churches but God gave me another medium for the messages that He put inside of me and DOZ Magazine was that medium. And with DOZ Magazine I was able to reach a wider audience. So rather than destroy my ministry, my divorce actually birthed my ministry. That is the victory and God alone made it possible. HimPower Magazine: How has this victory blessed your life? Eturuvie Erebor: I have been blessed by my victory in many ways. My ministry has grown; through my writing I have been able to touch lives in places I may never visit in my lifetime. I have also become a better version of myself. HimPower Magazine: Would you say your victory has changed your life? Eturuvie Erebor: My victory has certainly changed my life. I have moved from a mindset of it is over to a mindset of it is just beginning and it is amazing how that mindset has affected everything I do. HimPower Magazine: If you had it to do over again, what if anything, would you do differently? Eturuvie Erebor: If I had to do it over, I would pay closer to attention to what God is saying and if I miss Him at any point I will be confident and rest in His ability to make it all work together for my good and I will not beat myself up as much as I did years ago. HimPower Magazine: What advice do you have for others who are going through a similar challenge? Eturuvie Erebor: My advice is this; if you are going through a challenge similar to mine, or even different, know that God is bigger than that challenge and He can bring you out. Ask for mercy where you have gone astray and constantly express your confidence in His ability to make all things, even www.pneupathforliving.com  19