HIMPower Magazine HimPower June 2017 | Page 12

FOR YOUR INSPIRATION Inadequate by Julie Wiebracht D o you ever feel inadequate? Maybe it is a child for whom your heart is breaking. You long to teach them how to love God, how to walk with him, and yet are unable to save them—you feel like you are losing them. Or maybe it is something that God has called you to—a job or a ministry—and you feel utterly inadequate, as though your skill sets and talents are blatantly lacking. It’s as though you were a fish created to swim, and now you are in a bird’s nest high in an oak tree, pondering how you will ever get back to sea. Is there any good, any beauty, to be found in our feelings of inadequacy? A great deal of beauty. It is in realizing how inca- pable we are of handling our own life, that we become desperate for the only One who can. Can God give you the wisdom to raise your child? Yes. Can He give you the skill you need, day by day, to face the challenges of the responsibilities that He has called you to? Can he provide the help you need to fill in the gaps? Yes. Are you alone in feeling 12  HimPower June 2017 inadequate? Absolutely not. Exodus 4:10-12 “But Moses said to the LORD, ‘Oh, my Lord, I am not eloquent, either in the past or since you have spoken to your servant, but I am slow of speech and of tongue.’ Then the LORD said to him, ‘Who has made man’s mouth? Who makes him mute, or deaf, or seeing, or blind? Is it not I, the LORD? Now therefore go, and I will be with your mouth and teach you what you shall speak.’” Ever have moments like this? I do. A lot. God has called me to something that I don’t have the wisdom for, or even the emotional strength. I get scared. Sometimes I panic. But God nudges my soul and gets my attention. He shows me where to go for the wisdom that I am lacking. James 1:5-7 “If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask God, who gives generously to all without reproach, and it will be given him. But let him ask in faith, with no doubting, for the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea that is driven and tossed by the wind.