I know God created me to me your mommy
and forever your mommy I’ll be
But that doesn’t take away my tears
or help me to see what His plans are for me.
I see you all the time
Nearly everywhere I go
A small white butterfly
I wish I could take home.
Today is September 13th, 2012
Today I should have met you
Today I should have felt the pains of labor
Seen your face and hear your cries too
But today is September 13th
And quiet it is here today.
There are no words spoken
As I watch your sister play.
Today I shed many tears
And hold my empty arms
I think of you and wonder why
At 12 weeks I had to say goodbye.
Your daddy never met you
And that hurts me too
He never felt you kick
Or saw me ever so sick
He wasn’t able to see you move
Or hear your heartbeat to prove
That you were somebody
I know that God is watching you
I know that you play with all the other angels too
Just know Beniah that I am fighting for you!
I won’t let people belittle others
I won’t let others be cruel
I won’t let others be blind to the truth
This is my promise to you.
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