Talking about his suicide he told that it was on one such night after
a heated argument and name-callings by his wife that he couldn’t sleep
and felt very uneasy as if being ‘choked’, this followed a deep surge of
loss, hurt and pain. He told that probably it was that feeling of being
‘inadequate’ and ‘no-good’ that pushed him to contemplate suicide. Yet
he felt deeply regretful about it all but at the same time told that he saw
no point living a life like that, where he has lost everything from honor to
love.
So we started the session seeking to resolve the issues like anger,
aggression, self-criticism, low self esteem, feeling of inadequacy and
also find guidance regarding their childlessness. What we planned was
to address these emotional-behavioral issues, but to our amazement he
guided by ‘Masters’ moved to a ‘Parallel-Reality’ where a similar HIM
was living a similar life sans all this pain hurt guilt and regrets. That
reality seemed like a ‘Holographic-mirror’ of his current life, but one were
he had recovered after the accident, had taken the path of yoga and
mediation rather than alcohol, and was having a happy confident blissful
loving life with his wife. The experience was so real that he felt totally
shaken yet gleefully happy, to have understood it by his own direct
experience that how our ‘Choices’ shape the world around us!
Yet one thing that still haunted him was the childlessness in both his
‘Realities’, so we explored the issue and he quickly moved to a past life
were we found that his wife in current lifetime was his wife in that lifetime
too. He was cursed to be childless in that lifetime by a dying mother who
had died in grief of her newborn child who had died in an accident
involving him. He had pleaded forgiveness and felt deeply guilty for the
incident where though unintentionally, he misjudgment had been the
cause of child’s death. He had carried this guilt and regret till his last
breath. So we healed that lifetime, ‘invoked’ that ‘Mother’ and her ‘Son’
and sought forgiveness, while at the same time forgiving his own ‘Self’
and seeking forgiveness. Then guided by the Light and Masters we
blessed them all, including his own ‘Self’. Subsequently we detached
and healed all cords and connections from that lifetime.