Gscene Magazine Gscene - January 2013 | Page 72

72 GSCENE Are ‘Resolutions’, New Year or otherwise, good for our mental health? The tradition of New Year resolutions has been around for ages; an imperative to get on and do all the things we know we ‘should’; a wake up call after the excesses of the xmas season; a chance to focus on selfimprovement techniques and the long-term ‘to do’ list. For some, this may be a positive commitment to undertake practical, psychological and relationship housekeeping, a good fresh start. It’s a truism that loads of people take out gym membership in January, full of good intentions. This was certainly true for Martha. She had done her bit over the years to help gyms profit enormously from our tendency not to follow through on all those resolutions. There were lots of good reasons why Martha started well and gradually stopped going. Getting fit is not that easy! And she knew deep down that she always hoped for a ‘quick fix'. It just didn’t bring the reward of better health, better temper, better relationships and better self-image that she so wanted. “She had the feeling that making resolutions was buying into and confirming her low self-esteem” Worse still, she had the feeling that making resolutions was buying into and confirming her low self-esteem. Depending on how depressed she felt at the time, the setting of unrealistic resolutions and then failing at them ended up reinforcing how awful she felt about herself when she made a resolution that she thought would make her feel better. For goals to work, they need to be achievable, for you. The year, though, Martha had resolved to try an alternative view of the resolutions. She realised that some of the problem was the inherent egotism of the resolution treadmill, and she wanted to challenge her tendency to see it as all about her. One of the problems with resolutions is that they tend to be solely about your ‘self’, you as an individual, a separate, single being. It can so easily become an ego-driven business of self improvement. Nothing wrong with that if it works for you, but for those of us like Martha who struggle with our mental health it can start to feel like a treadmill of failure. So Martha set herself the task of seeking an alternative by thinking about how she could use the impetus of the New Year to improve life for everyone around her, including herself, but also her community. By attending to the world around her, could she make life a little better for everyone? Could she resolve to make the world a better place, rather than just her life? Martha started by talking to friends about what they thought of her world changing resolution. Some were sceptical, took the piss or just looked a bit blank and changed the subject, but a surprising number took her seriously. Interesting conversations came up about what people thought was missing, why they did not feel connected to their communities, how unfriendly some found the scene, how unsafe some felt going out, how worried some were about not fitting in, how lonely some of them were. Several of her friends talked about how they felt the need to put on a ‘front’ of some kind, to hide how they really felt in order to get by. Martha recognised this in herself, particularly at work where she tried hard to appear upbeat, happy, bright even though she was depressed and suffering inside. In the end, five of them decided to adopt some group resolutions. These included: • Being more friendly when they were out, thereby making the scene (around them) a more friendly place to be • Challenging themselves on their assumptions about other people, especially people who don’t immediately appear to be like them • Being more aware of how kind or unkind they felt towards others • Being more aware of how generously they felt towards others • Being aware of when and why they put on a ‘front’ of being ok when they didn’t feel it • Taking opportunities to be more honest about how they felt, when it felt safe to do so • Supporting each other to do all of the above • Supporting each other to do some personal, individual resolutions including being kind to each other if the resolutions were hard to keep to and congratulating each other on anything they managed, however small • Supporting each other to u