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Sometimes self-injury affects a person’s body image “I never looked at it as anything that bad at first just my way of getting my mind off something I felt really awful about. I guess part of me must have known it was a bad thing to do, though, because I always hid it. Once a friend asked me if I was cutting myself and I even lied and said ‘no.’ I was embarrassed.” Sometimes self-injury affects a person’s body image. Jen says, “I actually liked how the cuts looked. I felt kind of bad when they started to heal and so I would ‘freshen them up’ by cutting again. Now I can see how crazy that sounds, but at the time, it seemed perfectly reasonable to me. I was all about those cuts - like they were something about me that only I knew. They were like my own way of controlling things. I don’t cut myself anymore, but now I have to deal with the scars.” You can’t force someone who self-injures to stop. It doesn’t help to get mad at a friend who cuts, reject that person, lecture her or beg him to stop. Instead, let your friend know that you care, that he or she deserves to be healthy and happy and that no one needs to bear their troubles alone. You can’t force someone who self-injures to stop Pressured to Cut? Girls and guys who self-injure are often dealing with some heavy troubles. Many work hard to overcome difficult problems. They find it hard to believe that some kids cut just because they think it’s a way to seem tough and rebellious. Tia tried cutting because a couple of the girls at her school were doing it. “It seemed like if I didn’t do it, they would think I was afraid or something. I did it once. Then I thought about how lame it was to do something like that to myself for no good reason. Next time they asked I just said, ‘no, thanks - it’s not for me.’ “ If you have a friend who suggests you try cutting, say what you think. Why get pulled into something you know isn’t good for you? There are plenty of other ways to express who you are. Lindsay had been cutting herself for three years because of abuse she suffered as a child. She’s 16 now and hasn’t cut herself in more than a year. “I feel proud of that,” Lindsay says. “When I hear girls talk about it like it’s the thing to do, it really gets to me.”