Faith Heart Magazine | Page 14

I was meeting women who couldn’t read their Bibles or write simple words. As an avid reader, I couldn’t sit there and watch the women in the village struggle in that way. I couldn’t leave the country to go back to the USA where education is free and not do anything. At first I thought the notion was too big of a task. It seemed reserved for heavyweights like Oprah Winfrey or Joyce Meyer. The Lord kept tugging at my heart, telling me, this mission was for me to do. I couldn’t believe it. At the time I was unemployed and struggling just to pay my phone bill. Soon after, I surrendered and stopped trying to figure out how the Lord was going to do it. I soon opened a Literacy School for women with five dollars I sent back to Kenya through Western Union. A couple of years later when the Adult Literacy Program was thriving, I read a story in the Kenyan newspaper about two girls ages six and ten who were married off to a 55 year old man for the price of $40 cash and a cow. I couldn’t sit and hope someone would come along to fix it. I had to know beyond a shadow of a doubt that women and girls like the ones I met first-hand and read about in an article could escape these atrocities. Faith Heart Magazine: What type of faith does it take to surrender and carry out such a unique mission in the body of Christ, internationally, where God summons you to move away like Abram, in Genesis 12:1-3, from your country, family, and familiar surroundings? Faith Heart Magazine l 11 Sha’ Givens: A person must totally lose themselves to serve the people. You have to completely be sold out to the Lord. Any remnant of “self” in the equation will cause a person to give up or simply tell JESUS “no” when things get tough. Don’t get me wrong. I gave up a few times. I would always wake up the next morning and start all over again because the Holy Spirit wouldn’t let me stop. I verbally told God, “no” on a few occasions. My “NO” was fueled by fear. The fear of the unknown had gripped me for a while. Interestingly, in the midst of that fear, I kept moving forward in spite of all my doubts and what-if’s.