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9 6 ECOLOGY OF EVERYDAY LIFE may begin to uncover new ways to articulate what it is that we really yearn for when we talk about ‘nature5. Often framed in terms of a spiritual or romantic longing for connectedness, wholeness, and integrity, the social desire for nature is often contrasted to universalizing notions of rationality and technology that are accused of destroying all that is good in the world.8 Again, conflating rationality with a particular kind of rationalization, ‘nature lovers5 often propose a return to an intuition and spirituality that would better resonate with ecological principles such as connectedness, diversity, or inter-dependence. However, as we shall see, it is possible to think rationally, with great feeling, about the social desire for nature. Instead of appealing to ideas of spirit and intuition to identify moments of meaning, connectedness, and integrity, we may appeal to the embodied and relational idiom of the sodo-erotic. TIhe FivE FiNqERS Of Socbl DesIre ■When a child reaches out to the world, it reaches with both hands. Often, the child reaches for something it needs physically or for some form of sodal interaction that it desires. As we dive into the vast blue world of the sodo-erotic, we no longer define desire as the singular will to satisfy an individualistic longing for that which we do not have, nor do we reduce desire to material need. Instead, we may explore desire as a rich dialectic, as a yearning to unfold all that we can feel and do together within a free sodety. In particular, sodal desire represents an organic and profoundly social spectrum of potentialities, inclinations, or tendendes. It represents a will to know ourselves, each other, and the world. From within this spectrum of sodal desire, there emerge five dimensions of desire, “five fingers of sodal desire,55 which are implicit within the social tradition itself. These dimensions are linked to the desire for sensuality, assodation, differentiation, development, and political opposition. And like the graceful movements of a hand, the socio-erotic can best grasp the world when all five fingers and palm work in unison. SensuaI DEsiRE: TIhe DESiRE To Know Let us begin with one of the most common understandings of desire, one with which we are most familiar. The first finger of desire, sensual desire, is the desire for sensual expression, satisfaction, and engagement with any one, or all, of our senses. Sensual desire begins with the assertion, “I want to know" sensually, engaging ourselves on a visceral level. The idea of sensual desire represents the most unmediated dimension of desire, referring to a will to know through the senses, to express our potential for sensual enjoyment and experience. When we think of sensual desire, we may think of the way children seek out the world through their mouths and fingers, yearning in return for nourishment and affection. We may let the little finger symbolize