Developing Horizons Magazine (2).pdf Spring 2015 | Page 12

I was in prison and you visited me… There is no greater privilege than to sow seeds of love and redemption into hearts so bruised and broken many give up… but many don’t and we must make known the stories of lives God has touched and made triumphant in Christ. I started seeking the Lord in February 2014. By May I was disgusted with myself and decided I needed help with my addiction. My dad made me admit myself into the hospital before he would let me move into his house. After moving in with my dad, I began to read my Bible and pray more than I ever had. I wanted to do right and be the mother I knew I could be if I applied myself, but something wasn’t right. I felt like Paul. I wanted to do right, but instead I did the very thing I hated. For example, I traded the drugs for alcohol. It didn’t take long before I started looking for a loop hole so I could use without anyone noticing. I kept praying, but deep down, I knew it was wrong to try to ride the fence. In July I relapsed. On September 9th, I was arrested. On a Tuesday night after church, I was lying in my bunk reading a pamphlet. The pamphlet was explaining the significance of prayer. After reading, I said my own personal prayer asking God to forgive me, admitting I could do nothing without his help and accepting Christ as my Savior. A few ladies came in and caught me in tears. They were all a part of my Bible study group that we started a few days after I was brought into t H