CHAPTER : 17
One day she is in her room , busy studying when suddenly she got an instinct that Sriash is not fine . She dropped him a text where she found that he is actually not feeling good as he is facing more troubles than her . She kept on talking to him so that he can chill out for time . Shubhi herself is crying so much as they are not able to alter this situation but she needs to be with Sriash so that he does not break down . Thus , she is continuously speaking to him , conversing with him in order to calm him down . It is getting difficult for her to manage her studies , fast in the midst of all this . Her eyes have shrinked so much because of crying still she is trying to manage and balance everything . She is not letting him to feel alone even for a single second , thereby spending each and every second with him .
When she discovered that these phone calls , messages are not able to make him fine , she again insisted him to meet . She does not want him to get weak but can ’ t leave him like that . She wants to render support to him ; wants to give him strength for which she needs to meet him .
Long conversations , messages went on but this was not sufficient . Many things are required to be expressed through face to face conversations , through facial expressions . They had their last telephonic conversation where Sriash did not agreed for a last meeting . Her stubbornness to meet him made him to block her from all sources of connectivity so that he is not pressurized more by her . No source of connectivity left , no messages , no phone calls- the things which were the best medium of conversations for them are no more alive . Things which appealed so much are no longer available .
This made her feel extremely sad and disturbed . When the time is not in our favour , everything goes wrong . She is getting knocked down so many times , now it ’ s up to her how many times she can stand up again . She discussed everything with Simi , who then called Sriash to know the exact situation . He himself is stuck badly where he is not having any strength left to meet Shubhi . Simi tried to convince him but could not do so . And also , Simi is terrified to see Shubhi in such a miserable state .
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