CHAPTER: 17
One day she is in her room, busy studying when suddenly she got an instinct that Sriash is not fine. She dropped him a text where she found that he is actually not feeling good as he is facing more troubles than her. She kept on talking to him so that he can chill out for time. Shubhi herself is crying so much as they are not able to alter this situation but she needs to be with Sriash so that he does not break down. Thus, she is continuously speaking to him, conversing with him in order to calm him down. It is getting difficult for her to manage her studies, fast in the midst of all this. Her eyes have shrinked so much because of crying still she is trying to manage and balance everything. She is not letting him to feel alone even for a single second, thereby spending each and every second with him.
When she discovered that these phone calls, messages are not able to make him fine, she again insisted him to meet. She does not want him to get weak but can’ t leave him like that. She wants to render support to him; wants to give him strength for which she needs to meet him.
Long conversations, messages went on but this was not sufficient. Many things are required to be expressed through face to face conversations, through facial expressions. They had their last telephonic conversation where Sriash did not agreed for a last meeting. Her stubbornness to meet him made him to block her from all sources of connectivity so that he is not pressurized more by her. No source of connectivity left, no messages, no phone calls- the things which were the best medium of conversations for them are no more alive. Things which appealed so much are no longer available.
This made her feel extremely sad and disturbed. When the time is not in our favour, everything goes wrong. She is getting knocked down so many times, now it’ s up to her how many times she can stand up again. She discussed everything with Simi, who then called Sriash to know the exact situation. He himself is stuck badly where he is not having any strength left to meet Shubhi. Simi tried to convince him but could not do so. And also, Simi is terrified to see Shubhi in such a miserable state.
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