DAWN DawnMagazineUK Issue 1 | Page 12

A ccording to a study by Inter Nations in 2015, amongst all types of expats, the group identified as the least happy was the group that made the move abroad for love. But Dawn spoke with Maria Vinhas, a woman who despite these odds, found true happiness and saved her marriage by moving abroad… from sandy beaches to concrete jungles When Maria Vinhas imagined her life, she never pictured it would be so far from everything she grew to know; but the sandy beaches turned into concrete jungles, the radiating ever-present sun became a constant heavy grey cloud and the coffee turned into just bitter, tinted water. “Everything began when my husband moved away to UK in 2004,” Vinhas recalls. “Although we spoke on the phone everyday and sent letters regularly, it just wasn’t working out for us as our marriage was lacking the physical contact and intimacy that a couple should be able to share.” With a small daughter to raise, Vinhas felt as though her life was getting more and more complicated without her partner by her side: “my daughter was still very small and didn’t really understand why she, unlike the other kids at school, couldn’t be with her dad everyday - why she couldn’t share the laughs, the stories and secrets with him. It was a very difficult time. I didn’t know what to tell her. She would cry for her dad and there was nothing I could do. That was when the idea of moving abroad came around.” 11 • Dawn Magazine • Issue 01 Although content with the decision to move abroad to be with her soul mate, her new adventure was off to a rocky start when she realised that her old life in Portugal was something that she couldn’t quite leave behind. “Shortly before we made the move to London in 2007, my mother was diagnosed with two differ- ent types of cancer; skin cancer and lymphoma,” Vinhas recalls. “It was a constant battle between my conscience and my heart, [and] I have always felt very guilty for not taking care of her as I should have. I think the guilt will follow my heart wherev- er I go. Sometimes I wish I could go back in time and change everything, but that probably means I wouldn’t be who I am today.” ADAPTING TO A DIFFERENT LIFESTYLE And life in the U.K. was proving to be anything but an easy walk in the park. “Something I found particularly challenging when I arrived here was the living conditions I had to face. For three years, I had to live in a double room with my husband and my daughter, whilst sharing the house with complete strangers. We had no TV. We had to have meals in the same room that we slept in. We had absolutely no privacy, not even a private bathroom for us. Everything in that house had to be shared.” “ I do miss the people i have left behind, but right here, i am close to my soul mate and that is something that i am not willing to give up just yet