Connections Quarterly Summer 2020 - Dialogues Across Difference | Page 14

I N T ERR UP TING MICR OAGGRES S I O NS Continued from page 11 message to students that each piece of who they are is valuable and belongs, and that the classroom would not be complete without every last piece. But what does this process look like in a classroom of young children? Let me tell you a story... Before becoming an administrator, I had taught in early childhood and elementary classrooms for 14 years. Six of those years were spent teaching third grade. One afternoon, my third grade students were enjoying a few minutes of quiet time in order to reflect and decompress. I needed to step out for a moment so I asked another teacher to stay with the students while I was away. She was new to the school, and so I asked her if she would introduce herself. What is important to know in this story is that this teacher identified as Asian Ameri- can. She also taught Mandarin in the lower school, but not to my students. As she in- troduced herself, one of my students said, “Wow, you sound American.” Words are powerful, and they can hang in the air, sucking the oxygen out of the space. The teacher was stunned, and I quickly said, “Ouch.” “Ouch” is the word that we used in our classroom when someone’s words or actions made an impact. The ouch may not be immediately defined, but it lets the class know that we must stop to address an important matter. I followed the ouch by saying that I needed a few moments to gather my thoughts, take a break, and that Page 12 Summer 2020 “... we are explicitly sending the message to students that each piece of who they are is valuable and belongs...” we would address what I was feeling when I returned. I took a few minutes to gather some re- sources that would support a third grade conversation regarding microaggressions, and in particular, the impact of this child’s comment. In the case of my student, his statement reflected his understanding of this teacher’s Asian American identity as per- petually foreign. She could not be from here because her Asian identity contradicts his un- derstanding of what it means to be American. I invited the students to the meeting area. I introduced the students to the concept of microaggressions, sharing the definition and some examples. I then shared stories regarding moments during which I experi- enced these “paper cuts.” Some of the stu- dents made connection signs with their hands as I shared my stories, and then be- gan to recount their own stories of margin- alization. One student who also identified as Asian American named how frustrating it was for him to be confused with another Asian American child by the adults who taught him in the building. “I don’t even look like him,” he noted. One of my white CSEE Connections