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worship and loves Him and loves to be in that worship is it’s just an open memoire to what place. That was a very defining moment for me you do in private. So, basically you’re saying, because, at the time, I never wanted to sing “Alright Lord, I love you and I want to pour worship! out my heart onto You. I want to adore You.” And you do that in private…or you intercede [CM] When did you write your first song and and say, “Lord, I want to worship on behalf of how were you encouraged to continue writing? this situation before I even see the finish line.” You do that in private, but you can’t even come Lauren: I wrote my very first song when I was up on stage without having been in that place about 11 years old. I was in my bedroom and and just expect it to come out. So, I would say my parents had already tucked me in. I got get alone with God and see what your worship on my floor and wrote this song and I went language is with Him and then, in that place, out and told my mom and dad, “I have to you’ll be able to lead the best. People just want show you something!” I stood on the fireplace to go on the journey, so what a privilege it is just bricks and sang this song to them. I remember to take people there. thinking, “Oh this is so cool! I just performed in front of my family!” That was the first song, but [CM] You’ve gone from WinterJam tour to the I don’t remember at all what it was!! Then, as I Empires tour. With such a schedule, how are kept growing, I just kept writing in my room all her heart out before Jesus. It’s symbolic of the the time. I would say, there was this one song woman who poured the oil on Jesus’ feet and I wrote when I was like 17 or 18. We played wiped it up with her hair. I think in the bible you Lauren: Last year I traveled about 250 days. it a year or so later for a church conference. often see women that were kind, loving, and There is plethora of challenges that present Then, before I moved to Nashville, I remember gentle…but then also these women that were themselves. The way time functions on the road my first co-write I was invited to up there. I was fierce, bold, and brave. I love being able to take is very different from the way time functions so nervous! But, it was such a sweet moment. on those roles and lead worship…leading other back home. You are constantly battling the At the end of the writing trip I said, “OK, this is women that might be discouraged or not know difficulty of trying to find normality to keep up it, I’m moving to Nashville and try this!” So, I how to be bold or brave. It’s a sweet thing for with the way you used to function, but it all dropped out of LSU, moved to Nashville and a woman to get on stage and say, “I’ll be like changes. You come home and realize what you started writing for about a year and a half Miriam and sing that triumphant song to the have missed in the lives of your loved ones. It before we came out with the record. Lord,” or, “I’ll be like Esther and have a moment makes you feel like you are always trying to play where I just trust God even when everything catch up. Once you embrace the change, your [CM] Do you prefer to write alone or co-write? looks larger than me. But, know that it will lead head clears a bit. The challenges of the road Why? me to a place of power and leadership. become profoundly less difficult. Lauren: I’m right in the middle on that one. I [CM] I love that my wife sings with me in [CM] Is there a Scripture you keep coming love the constructiveness of writing with others. leading worship. I know there are a lot of women back to? It’s very constructive…you can work off of readers in that same place of volunteering. the opinions that others give. It brings more What encouragement or advice would you give Lauren: Proverbs 16:9 is my life verse. “Man thought to the table. I love that process. I think to women serving in that role right now? may choose his path, but The Lord directs what I love about writing by myself is that I can you staying grounded? His steps.” This verse was introduced to me really express what I want and not have to “play Lauren: I have a lot of people that come to when I was undergoing an illness in my teens. by the rules!” I guess I don’t prefer one over me each week talking about the nerves and I was home-bound for about 2 years. In that the other. the fear of singing in front of people…I started timeframe, God started giving me dreams and just considering how frequently people were visions about music and the places He wanted [CM] From your perspective, how would you coming up to me. Not only if they’re dealing with to take me. Proverbs 16:9 reminds me that I characterize the role of women in worship? fear, but just in the sense of worship, I would don’t have to work in my own strength, but that say…get alone with the Lord, because it is the His promises prevail in all seasons, through all Lauren: Well, I think there is something sweet most important and crucial place to be from. paths. He will lay down the stepping stones when a woman is able to get on stage and pour The thing about being on stage and leading when we can see the road ahead. 24 Nov  Dec 2016 ChristianMusician.com