CARIMAC Times 2016: The JREAM Edition Journalists Reviving Awareness of what Matters | Page 97

ocean her new walls, she sat down and cried. She said she could have jumped into the water right then and there, but reality sunk in. “I sat there, and I realised that I was homeless, and I had nowhere to go. I had no family member ... and I needed to try to survive.” Like many of Jamaica’s homeless LGBTQ youth, Burton navigated the streets of Kingston in search of food, shelter, and care. She said she went to motels and small villas, seeking shelter from storms and hurricanes, but often landlords balked at her, demanding to know how a 16-year-old would pay their rent. Dane Lewis reported that 30-40 LGBTQ people have come to J-FLAG seeking shelter. But he said smaller groups exist elsewhere throughout Jamaica that have not been as visible. J-FLAG has been trying to establish a shelter, but its efforts so far have been stymied, leaving those like Burton to keep wandering. “The challenge is that J-FLAG does not have the resources to house people. We’ve been trying to establish a shelter since 2011 which has been unsuccessful in the many attempts that we’ve made for various reasons,” Lewis explained. Lewis said securing a space was difficult because of J-FLAG’s identity, and reports of petty crimes committed by the homeless LGBTQ youth. The publicity served as a barrier rather than a push to social change. However, some have been able to find shelter in Open Arms and drop-in centres. Additionally, J-FLAG has made referrals to areas where individuals might stay, but otherwise, facilities are limited. “Even when we look at the issue of homelessness generally in Jamaica, the Government’s response has been less than adequate,” Lewis said, “We still have over a thousand Jamaicans that are homeless who are not residing in any shelter much less to think of the 30-odd LGBT members.” Lewis added that without a real change in their daily physical environment, after each intervention, they return to a state of homelessness. Homelessness created other issues for Burton. The scrutiny continued, and Burton tried to escape the attention of authorities, such as police officers, especially those from the Centre for the Investigation of Sexual Offences and Child Abuse (CISOCA). “They didn’t understand I didn’t want to go in a home, because I see people who went through homes, and got raped and abuse, even kill themselves,” she said. Burton made every open lot in Kingston she could find her home. But she feared the insistent fury of the elements; rain, the intense heat, and hurricanes. She shared her home with insects, rodents, and the constant threat of illnesses such as chikungunya and leptospirosis. But in addition to her natural environment, social stigma pressed on her. “It’s like you[‘re] dead already,” Burton said, describing the emotional impact of homelessness. She said, those who are more flamboyant are “marooned”; forced to hide in cemeteries and abandoned places in the day. She only braved the public at night. 93