CANADIAN PHYSIQUE ALLIANCE AUGUST || ISSUE 37 | Page 41

Pro hardware this round as she suspected it may be her finale into retirement. 3 weeks before North Carolina, Crohn's hit her - and hit her hard.  Her diet had to be overhauled to accommodate for food sensitivities that would exasperate her symptoms. She suffered! We all understand fatigue during prep, but all of that was magnified by Crohn's rearing its head, reminding her of its presence. Again, she persevered and did not complain. She went into it knowing that it may be an outcome, but was fully committed to North Carolina and Toronto, with the hopes of Vancouver. She invested too much time, had too much support, and an incredible sponsorship from JV Drivers that she wanted to uphold.   She achieved her goal in North Carolina, winning the Masters Figure class. Hardware in hand, she turned her sights on Toronto, knowing that Vancouver was falling into the distance. Her mindset shifted in Toronto. She knew it was likely her last time on stage, so she took in every single minute of that weekend. PHOTO CREDIT: AJK Photography She embraced it: staring out into the audience a little longer, feeling the lights on her a little stronger, spent more time with her peers than typical, making a point of wishing more luck. She took it all in like a slow deep breath. Like with her first figure competition, she lost her competition button. She reminisced on the similarity she felt - a positive sense of closure as she left the stage for the last time.