Badassery Magazine February 2018 Issue 21 | Page 51

I
first noticed I was lost in my
messy middle shortly after the
birth of my second child. Al-
though I didn't have a name for
it then, I knew I was exhaust-
ed and it was starting to show. I
had just come home from hospi-
tal with my infant - for the sec-
ond time. At 1 week old my little
guy went into ICU for 5 days as
the infection he had