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my toe and then she would sit down. She would do the vidhi
everyday. People have seen all this. How well must I have
cared for her that she would come and do the vidhi? No
Gnani’s wife had done such a vidhi before. So imagine how
well I cared for her.
Addressed The Wife as ‘Ba’ After Sexual Relations
Ceased
I have addressed Hiraba as ‘Ba’, from the time all sexual
relations ceased between us. (Dada became celibate at the age
of 35). Since then we have not encountered any obstacles. And
whatever few obstacles we had before that, were because of
the sexual relations. But as long as the effects of ‘bite’ of sexual
relations remain, so will the obstacles. I am telling you from my
personal experience. It is because of presence of Gnan that
bites do not bother. In the absence of Gnan, the bite effects of
sexual relations will continue to sting and burn because the ego
is present there. There is a portion of the ego that has to do
with the claim that ‘he took pleasure from me’ and he would
claim, ‘she took pleasure from me’, but after Gnan, it is nothing
but discharge of karma. However, there will be some quarrel
even though it is a discharge. But we did not have that either.
We did not have any such disputes.
[7] The Gnan State And Its Worldly Expression
Passed Through Every Phase Of Life after Life
Everything here is what I have analyzed. This analysis is
not the result of this one life. Is it possible to analyze so many
things in just one lifetime? How much can be done in a time
span of mere eighty years? This analyses that presents today is
from so many past lives.
Questioner : How did these analyses of all past births
come together and manifest today ?