I yelled out for help. I was screaming to God, the universe or anyone that might hear my immense frustrations. Suddenly a voice inside my head said, "Calm down, it will be OK". I jumped back, startled and in awe."You are pushing to hard and you need to listen" it said. The voice sounded very familiar but I could not place it, was it my own voice? Could I possibly be talking to myself? Finally I asked who was speaking and got an immediate answer. It was my deceased grandmother who had passed three years ago, I had missed her dearly. In complete shock sitting on the floor in my room, my pulse racing and mind whirling with astonishment I asked more questions.
She proceeded to inform me clairvoyantly of the reasons of her death and why she was with me guiding me from the other side. With the exception of seeing images in my intuition once in awhile and especially in the yoga classes I took, I was very new to contact in the Spirit world and felt like a stranger in a new land. It also came as a shock for me to see her in my mind's eye, hovering two feet above the ground with blonde hair, blue eyes and in a brilliant red glowing dress. She looked almost Angelic like, with bright white and vivid colors streaming behind her. It was a moment of bliss for me to realize that there is another world beyond this one and that it is very much real and connected to our own.
After this initial contact my grandmother has proceeded to slowly introduce me to the Spirit world. I first was drawn to books and bookstores she helped me to stumble upon, and I allowed her to guide me to which merchandise to select. I knew She was always there guiding me. I then sought out teachers and others who were spiritually connected to open my mind further. I began to allow my true self to emerge bit by bit, and started to talk to other people about my spiritual experiences.