ARMY Magazine - Monthly Issues ARMY Magazine ISSUE NO.2 - DEC 2018 | Page 22

It is a moment of wanting to reach someone on another level but having trouble with it. It is like a song of longing for someone that is there but doesn’t feel all that present. The song can be that moment of not wanting to give it all up because there was a point to it, there was something good that just got lost in time. A line of the song says “If only I could rewind time and start over/You cry between the shadow and light” which references the wanting to go back to how things were when they were good or in the “light”, but also knowing in a sense that no matter how much you want to hold on you can’t turn back time from the darker place you find yourself in. It falls in line with the previous songs they placed in the album alongside it. After this we have almost like a closing to the cycle, a way of leaving the circle path and actually moving forward, even if it feels painful. “Crystal Snow” and “Spring Day” go in hand in hand. Not only being beautiful to listen to, but both showing a clearer path even if it that path hurts a little. “Crystal Snow” is an appreciation of the positives love gives. What love can make someone feel in the good times, almost like a longing to 19 remember and have those good times again. Wishing for them to come back. “Spring Day” is also a song of longing, longing for someone that was there but no longer, is while also leaving room for hope to meet again. They are both a moment of reflection and memories that you want to hold on to, but also moments where you find that it might be better to let go even if for a moment. Very obviously this moves on to the next song “Let Go” which is one that is pretty straightforward. The song describes a moment of moving on and letting go, while also remembering the past. It depicts the process it takes, on many levels, to move on. Moving on and letting go is necessary but that doesn’t mean it’s painless. Then there is “Outro: Crack” which has the lyrics of “Let Go” in it. The outro might be named “Crack” because there was a crack in the cycle, a realization that was being ignored but could no longer stay hidden. And at the end of the path of loving to letting go lays Love Yourself: Tear which is a moment of awareness that they were at a loss of themselves. They didn’t know who they were because they were caught in an idea of