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Aptavani-9 7 countries. There, even if a man were to give diamonds with an upset and non-communicative (risavu) face, the woman will think, ‘Let him sulk (risavu) if he wants to. At least I get the diamonds.’ What do you think? Questioner: That is true. Dadashri: So then, is the value of being upset and non- communicative (risavu) at home not worth more than the value of the diamonds? Even a child will not let you touch his money. He will say, ‘These are my rupees, give them back to me.’ A person may be straight in one matter but obstinate in another, he will not become free until that obstinacy is gone. It is possible to attain the state of God if obstinacy leaves. ‘Dada’ has become completely free from all obstinacy. Everyone’s obstinacy is different in method and approach. What you state and consider as obstinate, is obstinacy you cannot see in yourself. If you can see your obstinacy, then you become God. One becomes God when he sees his own obstinacy. Even now, where can you see your own obstinacy? Otherwise, you would have become God. Obstinacy is the only obstacle Therefore, one needs to become straight. Do I have any problems, now that I have become straight? I have become straight as a result of taking so many beatings over countless past lives. Now there is no obstinacy at all left in me. If you tell ‘us’ “Let us go down stairs”, then ‘we’ will come with you. ‘We’ do not have any obstinacy (aadayee) whatsoever. Someone may say, ‘You are like this’ or ‘you are like that.’ He is saying it to the ‘one’ who is that way. I would not tell that man he is wrong. What is more, I will even understand to whom he is addressing. He is not saying it to ‘me’ he is saying it to my ‘neighbor’.