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334 Aptavani-9 Nothing can be achieved without realizing the Self. Until then one has to keep wandering. This is because the Self cannot be found in books. Where can you find it? The Soul can be attained only from a Gnani but Gnanis are very rarely around. That is why Krupadudev has said, ‘it (to find a Gnani) is rare, rare, rare, rare.’ Gnani is never to be found. Where will you find one? The seer and the knower is not involved in tasting garvaras Questioner: What is a compliment (swaprashansa) and what is garva? And what is the cause behind tasting garva? What is the solution for avoiding it? Dadashri: Compliment is when someone says, ‘you are a very nice and likable person. It is hard to find a man like you.’ When someone says this to him, he will forget everything and all day long he will do everything that person asks him. And garva means to claim ‘I did such a great job! I did it so well’. He enjoys the sweetness from saying, ‘how wonderful a job’ about a task he accomplishes. What is the reason behind wanting to enjoy garvaras? It is the ego. There is ego behind it; the ego of ‘I am something’. And what is the solution for avoiding and overcoming it? After attaining this Gnan, all that has been done away with. Now whatever remains is in the form of discharge. ‘You’ have to remain separate from all ‘that’. Questioner: Dada how can we maintain awareness; how can we remain jagrut during the discharge (discharging effects of karma)? Dadashri: ‘You’ just have to ‘see’ whatever ‘Chandulal’ does. You have to ‘see’ even when ‘Chandulal’ is taking garvaras and also continue ‘seeing’ him when he feels pleased when someone gives him a compliment.