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place. But instead he becomes emotionally agitated and his wife
will ask, ‘What happened? Why are you like this?’ There is
nothing but udvega, udvega, udvega, udvega! That which was
supposed to flow down towards calmness has gone up towards
emotional agitation. If the other person backed out after making
the deal, what is the harm? Just think that you never made the
deal in the first place. Instead, one gets trapped in udvega.
What does everyone do? While sustaining one loss, they
create two more. The Gnani Purush lets only one loss go.
Questioner: When a person experiences emotional
agitation (udvega), is it not due to moha (attachment due to
illusion)?
Dadashri: When one loses ten thousand rupees in a deal,
there is moha behind it. He has already incurred one loss, why
fret over it? Why double the loss? There was only one loss
written in the effect of his karma, so why take another loss? Is
it better to incur one or two losses? Just one, but every one
incurs two losses and then he binds the same karma again for
his next life.
Why should there be even a moment of udvega? Udvega
binds much karma. ‘We’ have not experienced even a moment
of emotional agitation (udvega) since ‘we’ attained this Gnan
Motion (Vega), emotion (Aavega) and
emotional agitation (udvega)
Questioner: Please explain vega, aavega and udvega?
Dadashri: Vega (motion) is a natural phenomenon and
aavega is unnatural. When one becomes the ‘doer’ (I am
Chandulal), he becomes emotional (aavega). Emotional agitation
(udvega) occurs even when one does not want it to. Emotional
agitation (udvega) occurs against one’s wishes and it is strong
enough to crack open his head! The head feels as if it is going
to explode! Even the Gnani is subject to vega, however He
does not have aavega and absolutely no udvega.