Aptavani-6 185
Questioner: Does a person sign in this life or does he do it in his past life?
Dadashri: He signs for it in this life. It was planned for in the past life, but it materializes only in this life.
One day my mama’ s( maternal uncle) son, Raojibhai, and I were taking a nap outside our home when I heard my mother, Zaverba, say from inside the house,‘ Dear Lord! It will be nice if I could die.’ I told my uncle,‘ Look, Mother signed off on her life!’ Because when one cannot tolerate the pain within, he does the intent( bhaav) that he would be better off dead. He puts his‘ signature’ to it.
Questioner: He signs off without awareness.
Dadashri: Not without awareness; he does so in awareness( bhaan). Then if you ask him the next morning,‘ So, you are thinking of leaving or what?’ To that he will say,‘ No, my health is good.’
Questioner: When someone dies as soon as he is born, what is that?
Dadashri: Everyone ends up doing the intent( bhaav) within for sure; the account gets formed from within. Death can never come without an account. Death never comes all of a sudden. Everything is an incident; no event is an accident.
When one gets a heart attack and he is in a lot of pain, there is a spontaneous bhaav of,‘ It would be nice if I can become free from this,’ and then when he feels a little better he will say,‘ Doctor make me well, make me well!’ Hey, you! But what about the fact that you wanted to die and had signed off on it earlier? Why don’ t you think before making such a signature?
A person will decide,‘ Tomorrow I will go to Ahmedabad,’ or he will decide,‘ I want to go to a pilgrimage’; he will make plans four months ahead of time. But when it comes to dying,