Aptavani-6 167
Questioner: There is a community of the‘ right-doers and wrong-doers’ within me. This is an everyday thing.
Dadashri: Whatever inner intent( bhaav) arises within, if it affects you internally( asar) leading to ego-based reaction( Amado chaddhe), then leave it alone and retract. When this happens, you will immediately know that you are on the wrong path. In such a situation just say,‘ I am Shuddhatma,’ and‘ run’ away from there. The moment the slightest uneasiness( vyakudata) arises amidst the state of bliss( nirakudata), this should make You‘ say,’‘ This is not My place,’ and take off from there.
Questioner: This is where I go wrong. I do not run away when easiness-uneasiness( akudata- vyakudata) arises. I just remain there in it.
Dadashri: This is not the time to sit. You may sit later. If you sit now without the proper shakti( enough energy arising within), you will get hurt. Ours, the Self’ s, territory is of eternal bliss( nirakudata)! Karma will be bound wherever there is the slightest akudata-vyakudata( vacillation between easiness and uneasiness). Karma is not bound with a state of bliss( nirakudata state). You are not going to gain from the worldly life by becoming uneasy( vyakudata). Whatever happens is vyavasthit, so remain in bliss( nirakudata). As long as there is pure awareness( shuddha upayog), there will be bliss( nirakudata).
In my youth, the intellect( buddhi) was like this: It would quickly form opinions about the other person. It would form a very quick opinion about others. Therefore, I can understand what must be going on within you.
Actually, it is not worth forming an opinion about anyone in this world. To form an opinion about someone is our bondage and the absence of any opinion is liberation( moksha). What is the relationship between you and anyone else? The other person