Aptavani-6
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The Flawless Vision
Questioner: Whenever I am interacting and conducting
myself in the worldly life, I have no understanding of whether ‘I
am Shuddhatma’ or ‘I am Chandulal.’
Dadashri: It is necessary for you to understand this; you
are ‘Chandulal’ and ‘You’ are also the pure Soul, Shuddhatma.
By the relative viewpoint, you are ‘Chandulal’ and by the real
viewpoint ‘You’ are ‘Shuddhatma.’ All that is relative is
temporary (vinashi) and prone to destruction. In the temporary
realm, you are Chandulal. All temporary interaction (vyavahar)
is Chandulal’s and the indestructible and eternal (avinashi)
interaction is Yours – the Self’s. Now, after attaining this Gnan,
Your awareness (jagruti) lies in the eternal.
If there is a lack of understanding, then sometimes one
can make mistakes like this; not everyone makes such mistakes.
You are not just Chandulal. When you are working for
someone, you are an employee there. Therefore, you have to
fulfill all your duties as an employee. No one is an employee
forever.
Questioner: There are so many transgressions towards
other living beings (atikraman) through thoughts, speech and
acts going on that I barely finish one task and another one is
ready and waiting. When trying to do pratikraman for one, the
force of the other is so strong that I have to keep the pratikraman
for the previous one pending.
Dadashri: They will unfold in huge numbers. When you