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the charitra moha discharges completely You attain moksha.
Questioner: What is discharge of karmas (nirjara) like?
Dadashri: If You are Shuddhatma, then everything is
nothing but discharging karmas; what do you want by checking
what has discharged? Everyday, do you examine your stools to
see whether it is yellow or black! That too is one kind of a
discharge of the body.
Questioner: That is true, but when will the discharge
(nirjara) end?
Dadashri: What will you gain by ending it?
Questioner: Then I will be able to know that moksha is
at hand.
Dadashri: If you try to rush in this manner, you will get
caught up in another thorny bush, which will attach to you. This
is not a path for rushing. This is a path of maintaining awareness
(shuddha upayog). Remain in pure awareness (shuddha
upayog) of the Self; with that the discharge will continue
automatically. You do not have to do anything. That is why I say
that I am not in any hurry to get to moksha. What hurry am I
in? What other moksha do I need when I am experiencing
moksha right here? And that other moksha (final liberation) will
happen naturally, for sure; when it is time it will come
automatically as ordained at three seconds past three! What is
the need for us to rush?
Questioner: Is moksha predetermined?
Dadashri: No, do not take it for granted that it is
predetermined. If it were, everyone would remain sleeping; it is
not like that.
The Five Agnas Are Shuddha Upayog
All I am telling you is, ‘Remain in the awareness as the