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Aptavani-5 109 knowledge of the Self and with that, one will not feel separation from anyone. The vision becomes that of oneness, without division (abheda) the intellect becomes that of oneness. As long as there is vinaya (humility) there is always the feeling of ‘my Lord and I are separate’. However, that vinaya will take one to param (absolute) vinaya (humility). This vinaya is one of the ‘stations’ on the path to moksha. The Gnani Purush does not make a note of your lack of humility (avinaya). You should understand where to show humility and where not to. ‘We’ recognize that you will make mistakes but ‘we’ cannot make a note of any lack of humility on your part; how can ‘we’ do so in this dushamkaal (the current era where there is lack of unity of mind-body-speech)? One had to make a note of non-humility in the fourth Ara (section) of the time cycle. Today, ‘we’ have to let go. On the contrary, ‘we’ have to bless the one who is arrogant and insolent! Illusory Impression What is mithya abhaas (illusory impression)? I had attended a function along with many other important ministers and I was given a seat with them on the stage. Before, when I did not have Gnan, I used to wish that I could sit on such seats. In those days, I used to put a great value on such things and today, if they made me sit in such environment of pomp and circumstance, I would find it very bothersome. That is called mithyabhaas. Questioner: But you do not feel that bothersome or unpleasant, do you? Dadashri: No, it does not feel bothersome in that way; I do not have any interest in it. Therefore, I feel free. Now I have no interest in anything. Questioner: Our interest is also gradually decreasing,