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96 Aptavani-5 Such weapons should never be created. If someone were to put poison in Mumbai’s ponds and kill a lot of people; that is not considered use of buddhi. Questioner: Is that considered durbuddhi (bad intellect)? Dadashri: It is infinitely worse than bad intellect. It is total destruction or ruin. Questioner: I want to know the limit of the mechanical intellect. I want to know the starting point of the ‘inner’ intellect and its limit. Dadashri: What will you do with this knowledge? Questioner: I want to know how much intellect I have. Dadashri: All this is nothing but your ‘outer’ intellect. If you had ‘inner’ intellect, it would quickly take you towards this side (the side of spirituality, the side of the Self); you would adjust with Me right away. You yourself would ask me, ‘Do something in order to secure a safe side for me. Do something for my own independence. I do not like this dependency.’ Dependency This is nothing but dependency! Constant dependency (parvashta)! The animals have dependency and so do humans. How can we afford to be this way? You have a problem even when you have a headache, you have a problem when your legs hurt, your eyes hurt, your teeth hurt. How can you live with such tremendous suffering? Do you understand a little bit about dependency? Questioner: Yes. Dadashri: Have you ever experienced it? Questioner: Yes. Dadashri: Do you like it?