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penance (tapobud) is attained from this silence. Silence alone is of no consequence, unless it accompanies the energy of penance. Gnanis possess the energy of penance of silence (maun tapobud), and this in itself can bring about salvation for the whole world. When the expressions of pleasure or displeasure are not evinced on a person’s face, one should know that the person no longer has ownership of speech, and that here, there is absolute liberation. Without the ego, speech cannot be spoken. Speech is the open expression of the ego. Only the Gnani Purush’s syadvaad speech is spoken without the ego. However, when he talks about other matters, the ego is there, but it is a ‘discharge’ ego. The attachment and ownership (parigraha) of speech where a person feels: ‘I spoke very well’ or ‘I am the one who is speaking’, will sow seeds of karma. This is the speech that makes one roam around in the cycles of life after life. The vitarag speech, on the other hand, can bring an end to all that! How is the ‘taping’ (recording) of this ‘tape-record’ done? A ‘codeword’ is first initiated by ego, and established within. Then from this ‘codeword’, a ‘shorthand’ is processed, and after this, it is played and the speech is heard, as it comes out in ‘full detail.’ When no expression of like or dislike (bhaav-abhaav) is evident on someone’s face, one should know that the speech being ‘taped’, is according to one’s intention (bhaav). In intention, if one simply has the intent to insult someone, then, when the circumstances come together, the abusive speech will emit for hours on its own. When the intention arises, it is instantly imprinted as a ‘codeword’ and then transcribed into ‘shorthand’; thereafter, it is emitted in ‘full form’! After the parmanus (subatomic particles) are in close proximity to the Self, the vibrations of likes and dislikes are created, 58