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[40] The Nature of Speech The speech that comes forth comes from a ‘taped record’ (a recorded tape). It is not the self that speaks. However, one does the ego that says: “I spoke”. The Self does not have the attribute of speech, and neither does the pudgal (non-Self complex). Words are a phase of the non-Self complex (pudgal paryaya). It is similar to the sound that is made by the friction of the subatomic particles (parmanus) in a horn! The Gnani’s speech is also a ‘taped record’; it is not alive. But it emanates after touching the Self (chetan)! The Gnani’s speech is syadvaad, (that which accepts all viewpoints and never hurts anyone’s viewpoint) and does not disrupt anyone’s standard normality whatsoever. It is spoken with absolute awakened alertness, and it is only for the other person’s benefit. There is no worldly intent (bhaav) in it, whatsoever. By listening to the speech of the Gnani, repeatedly and joyfully, one’s speech also becomes like that of the Gnani. When all karmas come to an end, when all the kashays (anger, pride, deceit, greed) have been eradicated; when the whole science of the vitarag is present, that is when the experience of the Self becomes distinctly clear. And when the role of the ego has ended, and when the entire world is seen as faultless (nirdosh); that is when the syadvaad speech will arise with all its grandeur! In the meantime, it is just the talk of intellect and worldly interaction. And to preach on the path to moksha, is considered a dangerous liability. Where there is no discussion (vaad) or controversy (vivaad) but only syadvaad speech; only such a person can talk about moksha. There is no discussion or argument when it comes to understanding the Eternal (Sat). 56