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Aptavani-2
Questioner : How can one change artadhyan and
raudradhyan?
Dadashri : Having artadhyan and raudradhyan is the
peculiarity of the karmas of the current era of this time cycle.
However, whenever atikraman (aggression) occurs, do ‘cash’
(instant) pratikraman. You will have to do pratikraman anytime
you do atikraman. If there is repentance for raudradhyan, then
that raudradhyan changes to artadhyan and if pratikraman is
done, as it should be, then raudradhyan becomes dharmadhyan.
Alochana, pratikraman and pratyakhyan (confession, repentance
and avowal to not repeat the fault), should be done at the same
time. Even if you have only an idol of God in front of you, you
should do alochana to that idol, making the idol your witness
and make a firm decision not to do the same again.
Questioner : How should we take it if someone insults
us?
Dadashri : Insult will not bother you if you are Self-
realized. If you do not have Gnan, then you have to tell yourself
that being insulted must be the consequence of your mistake
from your past life. It must be your fault that the other person
insults you. The other person is avenging the karmic debt
(hisaab) from the past life so take it and ‘deposit’ it into your
karmic account. If you tell the person insulting you, “Sir, insult
me again”, he will ask you, “Do I not have anything better to
do?” He gives you only that which is coming to you. From the
time you are born till the time you die, everything is compulsory
(farajiyat); you are bound for undergoing the experience of all
unfolding circumstances in your life. There are many who pass
their ‘exams’ (life’s difficulties) and many who fail. Then there
are those who do not even learn! Everything you have to
experience is because of your karmic accounts from your past
life. Who keeps a track of these accounts? There are
tremendous energies within you that keep track and take