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214 Aptavani-1 the owner’s awareness. The mistakes that bite are immediately noticeable. Those that do not bite, remain unnoticed. Questioner : What are these electrical mistakes? Dadashri : They are mistakes that are open and straightforward. They go away after making you uneasy and embarrassing you. They are beneficial to you because they keep you alert and vigilant, whereas no one can see the mistakes of darkness, those that remain hidden. The owner is unaware of these mistakes, he is in spiritual apathy as far as these mistakes are concerned, and no one else can show these mistakes to him. He is the culprit behind them and yet he will not find anyone to point those mistakes out to him, whereas he will easily find someone to point out his mistakes with ‘electricity’. The beliefs ‘I know’ and ‘everything is fine from now onwards, there is no problem’, and ‘ there is no more mistake’, are mistakes of the dark and are very grave and dangerous. None except the Gnani can say, ‘I have no more mistake left’. From now on maintain only this : ‘I am pure Soul’ and in matters of the non-Self, the relative world, ‘I know nothing’. Then you will never have any problems. You should never allow the disease of ‘I know’ to gain entry within you. You, the pure Self is flawless. But within you-your relative self, there are many mistakes and as they come to light, you have to settle them with equanimity. If you have a firm and ardent desire to remain only in the Gnani’s Agna, then through his grace you will be able to do so. The ecstasy of the Agnas is with those who follow them. The ecstasy of the Gnan is with those who impart this knowledge to others. The bliss of the Self is distinct from these two. If a person understands what I am saying but does not allow it to ‘sink’ within him, then realize that he has a tuber of