130 Aptavani-1 is a profit for you, so should you not practice drinking it?
You feel very hurt( at a loss) when someone insults you in front of everyone, but that is a tremendous spiritual gain for you and once you realize this, you will not see it as a loss, will you?
You say,‘ I am Pure Soul( Shuddhatma)’, so don’ t you want to remain in that state forever? For that, you will have to get rid of that ego of yours. You will be able to do that with conviction and hard work.
How appropriate is it for a vagabond to continue calling himself a vagabond after he has been made a king? After acquiring the state of‘ Shuddhatma’ you should not consider yourself anything but the pure Self.
Do you not want to move away from this state of bittersweet suffering? So then why do you still keep one foot in it? Once having made a decision to be free, how can you keep your feet in both, the Self and the non-Self? You cannot do that. When do people feel offended? It is when someone serves them something bitter. During the Gnan Vidhi you say that you are a pure Soul, so then should you protect your pure Self( pure Soul) or the relative self( the other side)? It is very difficult to render your ego juiceless through your own efforts; it is better if others do it for you. This way the ego will play its role in a superficial; make believe manner and the inner machinery will also function well. If it is so beneficial, why should you not take what is offered to you, with a smile in order to render the ego dry? When the ego becomes completely insipid, the Self becomes complete. Just decide that you want to render your ego juiceless and it will continue to become so.
If this medicine becomes agreeable to you then nothing will trouble you. And you now know that it is very profitable for