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12 THE MESSAGE. BRINGING INTO FOCUS FILIPINO PRESENCE IN AUSTRALIA www.kalatas.com.au | Volume 7 Number 1 | OCTOBER 2016 EDITORIAL & OPINION HUMMING IN MY UNIVERSE On becoming an adult O ften, we look at children and wish they would never grow up. They seem perfect as they are — cute, lovable, with innocence so pure you wish you could protect them from the world so that they remain so forever. We want them kept safe from the turmoil and tribulations of life. We wish it could be possible. But life is not meant to be lived that way. Every grown-up has a clear memory of when and how their innocence was broken, when their childhood came to an end. We have all experienced that primal pain of being kicked out of Paradise and thrown into the circumstances of our own space and time, our own reality with all its pain and suffering. I lost a chunk of my innocence at age five when my dad died in a plane crash. Many more events happened after that which made going back to Eden an impossibility. Something had to “break” us to drive us out of our safe cocoons and force us to be vulnerable to pain. Today, as a much older person, I can say that this is the only way. Otherwise, what gifts we were born with will never come to fruition. Childhood is a magical place. We all have some good and bad childhood memories. But this stage doesn’t last too long. It gets rougher especially when we inch into adolescence. The teen years escalate our angst and insecurities as we evolve into grown-ups. But being grown-up does not necessarily mean being an adult. We may look like adults because of the size and development of our bodies, and because we have reached a certain age. But in truth, adulthood requires so much more from us. One of the things it requires is control over our selves. There is an entire range of emotions we must rein in and/or indulge when needed. We also must learn to delay gratification and get socialized, meaning we must learn to live as productive, peaceful, lawabiding and generally good individuals, parents, citizens, bread earners, members of the community and the society we live in. We must learn important traits like compassion, decisiveness and discernment. There are also lessons like accountability, grasping complexity, humility and the taming of our ego from the autocracy of our infantile stage to a more functional one that does not sabotage our intentions. Many leaders make mistakes when they cannot control their insecurities and their toxic need to have their egos massaged. Adulthood is about being in control of oneself, and making conscious, well-thought-out decisions that affect others aside from ourselves and taking responsibility for them. I am in awe of how the most powerful man on earth, Barack Obama, can stay calm and focused and do his job well without being ruffled or intimidated by the cruel politi cs, crises and problems he must deal with every day, and how he can still manage to smile and stay inspired and inspiring. When he deals with his adversaries, it often seems like he is the only adult in the room. The modern-day philosopher Ken Wilber wrote that every man must learn to balance and manage five areas of his life. These are: money (earning, spending, saving and being trustworthy and honest, living within one’s means); career or work (knowledge, learning, passion, reliability); bodily intake (food, drugs, alcohol, substances that affect physical, mental health); inner work (character building, self-control, spirituality, esthetic appreciation); and relationships (love, sex, obsession, affection, fidelity, compassion). Most people are weak in one area but are functional in the rest, which is, generally, still manageable. But when we fail at two or more areas at the same time, our lives become too dysfunctional and we need intervention. If, for the most part, we can handle all five areas at the same time, one might say we have reached a high level of adulthood. Everyone goes through the childhood phase, and if we don’t die early, we grow up. But not everyone who grows up becomes an adult. Just look around and observe many grown-ups and older people. So what happens when we get to old age and have not reached the level of adulthood? I am not a psychologist but I see people as either happy or unhappy. What I observe is this: Grown-ups and old people who have not learned the ways of adulthood become trapped in an unhappy life of their own making, pulled and pushed aimlessly by unsettled personal issues, and uncontrolled emotional outbursts. Where they should have generally made peace with their past and present, they have unexplained bursts of anger, regret, bitterness and a feeling of being lost in a largely unexamined life. They are cynical and angry and often lash out at the world without realizing that in order to control the world, one must first have some degree of selfcontrol. On the other hand, there are people who seem happy, calm, who have grown in wisdom, age and grace. They have the passion to do things and dreams to accomplish, even at an older age. They are not lacking in purpose. Every day, they discover new meanings and connections that make their lives richer. They have a calm, cool and serene way about them, too. More importantly, they have a great sense of selfacceptance. They can move on from the past and are at peace and accepting of who they are in the present. They can move on when they commit mistakes and look back at their blunders and folly and embrace them as teachable moments. It is not easy being an adult. It takes conscious and deliberate inner work. But not achieving adulthood as one gets older guarantees an infinitely more difficult life. As we age, we realize more and more that we are spending more time alone. We might as well start growing up and learning how to be good, pleasant company. JIM PAREDES is a multifaceted creative. He sings, composes, writes articles and books, teaches at the Ateneo De Manila University, designs and facilitates workshops. He is a writer of books, a widely read columnist for the Sunday Life section of Philippine Star, and a well-known photographer. PROOF OF LIFE The crossroads I Opinion pieces are all welcome. Ang Kalatas does not necessarily share the views of the writers. always thought that everyone, at one point in their lifetime, will have to fight their own big fight; that for life to go on as you know it, you will have to commit yourselves entirely, wholeheartedly to a key decision that would have defined the rest of their lives. It will leave us standing at a crossroads, with one path predictable and safe, and the other path fraught with peril. It is a monumental decision that leaves us being pulled in all directions. My folks, being the very nostalgic type, used to recount stories of how my grandparents lived through the horrors of World War II. Their home was a castle no more – they had to commit themselves to the idea that life was not as they knew it. In my parents’ lives, this moment A a photographer, As ph I am drawn to the romantic notions of truth, beauty and ma d goodness in people – however unlike a g dn photographer, I feel I must not just watch watc from the sidelines and interact. came when they decided to fight for their country in the fight of their time – the EDSA revolution. The time came and they banded themselves under an idea that couldn’t be killed by bullets or fear. One had to choose to be there, and they rightly did so. One could say that our generation is feeling the struggle of standing at a crossroads. We have family members and friends who have turned against each other because of our political Ang Kalatas is published every first Saturday of the month circulated in various parts of NSW. News articles, opinions, syndication and columnists do not necessarily reflect the views and opinion of the publisher and editors of Ang Kalatas and are solely theirs. All editorial and advertising materials submitted by the advertisers are subject to the paper’s advertising and editorial standards and discretion. All rights reserved. views. Our Facebook feeds are a constant battle, an endless push and pull between perceived right and perceived wrong. It is draining and heartbreaking, as all we want is what we feel is the best medicine to heal our sick country. As the winds of change are picking up and the tides of fate have set us on a dark path, one must realise that our fight is one of morality. One must ask themselves if this is how we want things MILLIE MARCIAL-PHILLIPS Publisher/Managing Editor TITUS FILIO Editor to be, if this is the world we want to leave for the next set of people who will come along and write about us in their history books. Internally I was being pulled in different directions myself. I also get caught up in the ebb and flow of today’s political climate; in the fight between good and evil, between the government and its own watchmen, between people against themselves. But as a phot ographer, I am drawn to the romantic notions of truth, beauty and goodness in people – however unlike a photographer, I feel I must not just watch from the sidelines and interact. It is a burning feeling that action is better than inaction, that we are inching closer and closer to a decision that will leave us choosing to down one path or another. Hi, I’m Mio - A photographer first, and a motorcyclist a close second; You can find me cruising down endless country roads chasing sunsets around Sydney. A curious mind, and forever a student of life. Editorial: [email protected] Advertising: [email protected] PO Box 18, Quakers Hill 2763 Phone: (02) 8211 0243 Mobile: 0450 073 591 Printed by: Spotpress Pty Ltd 24 Lilian Fowler Place Marrickville NSW 2204