This is how I discovered that we can learn how to handle our inner and outer world
from our ’’mistakes’’.
“Mistake” is usually something
we don’t yet know how to handle
so we are pushed by Life to do
something different – only then
we can change it.
From every event that occurs to
us as a “mistake”, we have the
ability to create something new.
A mistake can be the beginning
of a new behaviour and a new
approach of creating mandalas
and Life itself.
Hamsa / Hand of Miriam is a powerful protection for home against “Evil eye”.
At that time I became an assistant of well-known make–up artist in Slovenia
and I started to work in her Centre for healthy living, where we had various
workshops and seminars.
One of them was a workshop with Avigail Mor - a powerful teacher who
came with all the wisdom of Kabbalah, the wisdom of Life.
When we met and I introduced myself: »HI, I’m Tadeja”, she jumped with
excitement: “Ooo, HODAYA that is a Hebrew name!” So, since then I also go
by the name of Hodaya.
HODAYA means the highest thankfulness, honour and offering food to G–d.
This was the beginning of my 12–year–long journey of learning and
manifesting the woman within me with the wisdoms of Kabbalah. I didn’t even
have time to paint. It was a time for learning about life, cooking, massages,
meeting spiritual guides, revealing the secrets of ancient sacred knowledge,
sacred geometry, science of behaviour, art of speech, healing breathing,
metaphysical healing... I realized that you cannot change a pattern of
behaviour which affects your life with a certain way of thinking, feeling and
doing, if nobody tells or shows you how to do it differently. Of course you can
try it by yourself and fall one thousand times. The Kabbalah has all those
answers but in the end you have to make an effort and do it yourself.
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