Twenty years ago I started having an urge to paint. It was a profound period in
my life - I wanted my life to be colourful again. I always loved colours but
never considered myself as a painter.
I remember saying to myself: ’’Let’s try to make a pattern and then
just play with colours.’’ As I drew lines and dots in concentric circles
patterns built themselves. I didn’t know that I was drawing mandalas. I didn’t
even know that mandalas existed. But I had something to focus on: a line and
another line, a dot and another dot, following the moment with my pencil.
When my mind went into “Dark waters”, I asked myself: “Where are you
going!? Draw the line and make a moment meaningful!” My mind
became more stable, more focused and suddenly I became aware of my own
thoughts.
That’s how I discovered
that LIFE/MANDALA IS
what YOU DO with every
moment of Time given to
US here on Earth.
It becomes a pattern of
spent moments,
thoughts, feelings and
doings.
And then you colour it.
Oh, those colours, how
they were spilling over
the silk... It was like a
cuddling to my soul.
Positive Thinking; I combine the healing power of the Letters of Light with energetic treatments that
were presented to me by Avigail Mor.
Mandalas I’ve done in that period didn’t have any plan or special meaning. I
just drew and painted on the silk for the purpose of enjoyment.
But then I made a mistake, which I thought I could not repair: there was a
line and she was not in the place I intended it to be. I asked myself: ’’Will you
throw away the whole picture because of this one line? Will you stop
doing what your Heart enjoys the most? No. Let’s try to do something
with it.’’ So I did, and I came to wisdom: you cannot just throw away the
picture/situation/event/Life, because of one mistake. Do something with it.
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