I didn't realise then what hard work it would be when I got it however! And
that's one of the funny things about this path.
I'm learning that when we start to envisage our dream, there are
certain things we need to put into place to ensure our dreams are
all we will 'need' as well as what we 'want' them to be.
This is because I know they work and we actually have to be quite
careful how we set it all up! For sure if you begin to dream big and have it
include all you (by this I mean you are complete within the dream) with body,
heart, mind, spirit and soul, fully intact and in connection with each other, not
just one or two parts of yourself functioning!
Then there will be some
hurdles to cross. There will
be questions to ask yourself
about your life.
I have done a great deal of
soul searching and heart
breaking to be the woman I
am today.
‘CAROLINE WITH SCHOOL OF MOVEMENT MEDICINE MANDALA'
Although I was brought up in a reasonably wealthy middle class family, with a
nice home and many opportunities, I still underwent abuse from a very close
family member. Of course this had an affect on me, not just sexually but in
many areas of my life. I began to attract to me similar scenarios throughout
my relationships.
What I learned about, which I then called the 'Oracle of Repetition,' was
clearly at work within me and then reflected outward in my life all around me.
‘I recognised that if we are to grow beyond the struggles and restrictions
that our histories have dealt us, then we are going to have to keep
revisiting repetitive patterns and habits of our personalities until we can
turn these around and change how we interpret the stories of our lives
and interact with them. Rather than be a victim to the challenging
outcomes dealt to us, we learn to visit them over and over again, visiting
the Oracle and learning how to do it differently the next time. Thus
becoming more mature and empowered.’