...remain after a hard situation or event, you feel lost and without life, like you don’t have a place in this world but can’t just back down. To live is to posses life, to be alive, to feel things and emotions; and that’s a position where you can actually say you’re happy, or sad, or hurt, where you feel like you are breathing and that you have a lot of positive or negative things in your life because you’re feeling.
Do something new, put challenges, ask questions to yourself, don’t be scared of doing things you haven’t done before, the worst that can happen is you can’t achieve it and then you’ll either practice to become better at that, or just leave it because you didn’t like it; that’s living, feeling new things, not just the same boring stuff you do when you’re bored. We learn from practice, if you want to play an instrument and you’re not good at it, practice, get classes, do something...