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ABUSE MAGAZINE dragged through the media throughout the country and sometimes the world. See how they continue on and even come back stronger than ever. “Even if they don’t say anything, I know what they are thinking.” Maybe so. Let them think what they will. It does not change the exceptional person you are. How do I know you are exceptional? Because you are reading this, trying to sort things out carefully and logically. Finding the strength and courage to make your life work in spite of the ignorant and hurtful people who choose to attack you in such a cowardly way, “Sometimes it seems OK, but sometimes it just gets to me and I don’t think I can take anymore.” It may come in waves. When you feel a wave of despair or anxiety coming on, take a comfortable breath and remind yourself that this horrible feeling will pass. When it does, recognize it and enjoy the moment (even if it is a brief one). When it does get to you, respond by building yourself up, not by tearing yourself down. “There is no one I can talk to who will understand.” There is. Perhaps your parents, but if your parents don’t understand, there are others – counselors at school, other adults you know. Perhaps a parent of a friend. If there is no one at school, there are hotlines you can call such as the Crisis Call Center – 1-800-273-8255. “There’s no way I can stop this.” Focus on what you can control. You can’t control what people say or think, but you can control how you respond to them. Make a decision to focus less on trying to make them stop bullying you, and more on identifying your own goals and dreams and making them come true. “If I tell someone, they will think I am a baby and tell me to stop whining about it.” Let them think what they will. Protecting or advocating for yourself is not being a baby. It’s having courage and it is your right! The fact is that you have the right to a happy life. “If I tell someone, it will only get worse.” learned over time that the proof of their value is how strong they are – often proven by picking on people they perceive as weaker than they. Often they come from households where they are bullied, so they become bullies themselves. The fact that you are being bullied by them is more about them and their issues than it is about you or whatever they are saying about you. It might, but if you don’t tell someone, it is not likely to get better. Take the chance. “I feel so ugly. I must be, because they say I am.” If they thought that saying you look like a sirloin steak would hurt you, they’d say that. What they say means absolutely nothing. • Bullies need to be fed constantly. We feed them by either arguing with them, or defending ourselves to them, or obviously running from them. Do not feed them! Instead, merely glance in their direction, then look past them, and then walk past them. As annoying and painful as it is, strive to not let that show. Just as celebrities and politicians often endure very negative reviews, relentless taunting in the media and sometimes vicious lies and attacks, the key to their success is for them to keep pushing forward with our heads held high. That is my advice to you. “It feels like I am the only one who has gone through this and feels like I do.” That is not true, although it feels like it. There are so many others who have been bullied. In fact, there are thousands of articles written about bullying every year, there are crisis lines, and groups formed to educate and eliminate bullying. You are definitely not alone. Lastly, while I have made a number of suggestions about what you can do to cope with the bullying you are enduring, I do want to stress the fact that this does not, in any manner, suggest that the bullying you are enduring is your fault. But, instead, to show that there are things you can do to survive it. “I WANT TO DIE!!!” Never give in to these feelings. NEVER. Ending your life because of cowards and ignorant people is so very wrong. Don’t give in to those who would try to destroy you due to their own inadequacies. Finally, it is important that when we are being picked on by bullies, we really understand them. If we understand them, it’s much easier for us to survive them. Here are some important facts: • Bullies bully out of weakness. It doesn’t seem like it, but it’s true. They have Neblock, INc. Buyers of Scrap Iron and Metals • • • • • • Copper Brass Aluminum Cans Lead Tool Steel Radiators “Kids, don’t throw your lives away with drugs and alcohol! Stay positive and invest in a BRIGHTER future!” 815-968-4477 1001 South Pierpont Avenue Rockford, IL abusemagazine.org | Illinois Spring/Summer 2014 | 9