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Becoming a Reflective Practitioner: A Music Teacher’s Exploration of Singing Games I also learned that my pupils loved singing games and they play it beyond the classroom. Pupil A in her FGD shared that she taught the games to her friends and practised during recess. She shared also that she demonstrated the games to her grandmother. Pupil B mentioned that she also played the games with family members and friends at the playground. Marsh (2008) found that these play songs are seen to forge a link between the classroom and the playground, thus allowing children to practise musical materials learnt in their own time. Reflective Process Coaching from my mentor also played an integral role in developing my reflective thinking skills (Barry, 1996; Smith, 2002) as his questioning and feedback provided me with opportunities to think deeper. My research consultant, during our group and individual consultation sessions, often inquired if I was trying to teach music as if I was “in Hungary back in the 1960s?” He challenged me to rethink my approach and delivery of my music lessons. I questioned myself if I could allow my lessons to be more pupil-centric and allow my pupils more space to be creative. I wondered if composition was a possible way to show how creative my pupils were. Even as I wanted to encourage creativity in my pupils, I did not know how to scaffold and document their creative process. In keeping with Larrivee’s model (2000), I recognised my fear of change and the implications to my belief system. I was torn, having to accept that pupils could exhibit creativity without first establishing a firm foundation of music concepts, and my observations in practice that the solfège and hand signs could be a stumbling block rather than an enabler. I experienced feelings of vulnerability and found myself out of my comfort zone. It was definitely a disconcerting period of time for me. 89