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If I was God, I would be very disappointed but yet understanding
of those who proclaim to love me but never seem to understand an action that’s taught.
~Que Pro~
Today I woke up feeling connected to my Goddess self. Emotionally, I thought I was going to get stuck in
the Martyr or Victimization Syndrome based on the lingering vibrations of yesterday. Within that thought, I
quickly learned through meditation what it felt like to love unconditionally. Taking a journey into light, feeling
and experiencing sound and motion, I came closer to heaven than heaven is here on earth. Basking in the
experience of being one with the ultimate vibration of life, a surge of energy transformed a crisis of
subliminal knowing that I wasnʼt consciously aware of. This thought involved piecing together the memories
of a very dear friend and what he told me years ago about being stuck in a phase of death. Death from his
perspective was explained as a series of events streaming at a high velocity through our memory bank,
especially during the time of our physical passing. What scared him the most about the thought of dying is
that the imagery of past, present and future content seemed to swirl through the brain so quickly that he felt
the body had little time to react to the final acceptance of physical extinction.
As we went further in communion, he expressed that as a child he experienced an old video tape not being
able to play prope ɱ䁅